UNENDING DESIRE

Unafraid to let it unfold,
Naturally as it melds,
Enduring love and lust,
Never like before.
Delicately handling the feeling,
Inevitable as its power is,
Never will i let go,
Going crazy over you.


Drenched as I am in your love,
Ever will this desire end??
Seeking for you till the end,
Inviting every danger,paralysing the mind,
Renovating this broken heart,
Everlasting it will be.

P.S This is my first poem ever.Hope i dint dissapoint you all.

A tribute to "My Pishi"

One day as I was sitting in the balcony of my house in pondy,I heard my Mom react over the Phone.She was talking to my dad over the phone.After she disconnected the phone she told me," Your Pishi(dad's sis) has cancer".

I could not react.It was more then a shock to me.She was even younger to my dad.How could she have such a dreadful thing??

At that time I was just worried about two things...whether ny pishi would be able to come out of this disease and the other was that my dad was alone at home with my sister.My sister was too small to give my dad emotional support which he needed at that time and which only my mom could provide.I asked mom to go back home but my dad would not let her return as i was suffering from chicken pox.

Something I have to admit when you start having many problems at a time life becomes too hard to face.

But my dad is strong I knew.I wished I could take away that monster away from my pishi but you can never do anything about such a thing except just accept the truth.And cancer is such a disease which wont let you die till it has killed every organ of your body.

The worst part of the story was that she has two small children who needs her the most.I dont understand why God always takes away the ones who have a very important job to fulfill in this earth and leave the useless ones like me in this earth to rot.

She was also promoted to a matron from a nurse.She served so many people in this earth and so many people were still waiting to be served.

My Mom told me that when i was a little one my pishi used to buy me so many things and she loved me a lot.I still have the huge teady that she gave me when i was in class 1.

And now after fighting for her life for almost one year she passed away on 1st july,at 7pm,2009 leaving all of us alone.

Tears would be less to define the pain you left in us.

I LOVE YOU PISHI.

THE ENTIRE WORLD LOVES YOU.

I WILL MISS YOU A LOT PISHI.

MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE.

A Tough Rift!!

The girl said,"Why are you doing this to me??What is my fault???"

The guy still stayed firm with his question,"Choose-me or him".

Her life really started 3years ago...when he entered into her life with a flow quite unknown.He started going deeper and deeper into her life.Everything changed for her right from the day (18th Jan)when she accepted his proposal.

Her life took a ride to a height where she could not see nething else that could be so beautiful and so thrilling.She got blown away by his care and love.

He was so tender...so loving..so caring..so understanding.He gave her all the time he had in his hands and she began getting used to this care and love never knowing what was in store for her in the future!!

Gradually days passed and so did years...

After 3years...everything started changing.Oh my God!!The guy was no more the same one she fell in love with.He still loved her unconditionally but he changed in many ways for the girl.He was no more the patient listener,nomore the guy who would do everything for her.

She realised that she was a fool to kip only one person in her life.And so she started making friends and bringing more people in her life!And one day a new friend came into her life who seemed to be different from the rest.He understood her more then her guy did.He started being with her whenever she needed help or an ear to listen to!!

She used to go out with him sometimes but she never forgot to let her guy know about it.And this way days passed...and one day the unwanted happened...She never wanted it to happen.Never thought that it would ever happen!!

Yes the friend proposed her.He told her that he had never seen a girl like her before!She was in a shock...

She never took him that way.He was such a good friend.She told her guy about it and then this was the line he gave her

"CHOOSE-ME OR HIM".

It made her devastrated.Only one friend so close...and now she had to lose him.Lose a sympathetic ear????Should she???

She asked herself,"Is it fair???"

And the question still lingers without an answer....

My X-boyfriend!!

I was sitting on a couch next to my friend and then the feeling....

He was very near,close in proximity!!He made me breath harder driving me beyond the boundaries of sanity!!!He turned the dark days of my insanity to sanity making me dream about the life after death with him so early.He made the stars revolve around me and the earth spin making me nauseatic!!Life seemed heavenly and fabulously romantic with the aroma of his love around me!!Nothing seemed interesting then this thing called LOVE!!!

Gradually....days passed and i never understood when things started getting so serious with me!!He was the one who made me turn my heads to things i have never done before!!Life started being adventurous mesmerised by the nature of his life!!I started to look at things from evry angle just like the way he did.
I started doing everything that he does.Giving myself into the things that only he liked!!How can I forget the most beautiful night that he gave me???The most romantic dinner any girl could ever have!!Yes, he was my X-BOYFRIEND!!

Suddenly as the feeling passed away i found my friend drained..as if he took every bit of life away from her..it was her X-boyfriend!!

Love is always very different for a girl!!Very hard to explain and very hard for any guy to know the true power of a girl's love!!

my budding days

hi friends!!!now its getting too much!!i have been trying to write something from a few days but i dont know how to get started??but today i am gonna do it whatever be the case!!
my life is just the most boring one if ever nebody could imagine!!My school days in Holy Child were okay shokay!!There are some secret stuffs that I am gonna write later!!I was in a convent where from morning till evening u would always be surrounded by sisters!!And guess what it was an all gals school!!
We had to pray at least 5 times a day!!Can u imagine???Wel the prayers for me were only just to utter some english words.I never prayed seriously!!And forget about the days when i dint have school!!Never ever went near the small temple that my mom maintains!!Dont think that i am a nastik but i am not too much into GODDY GODDY stuff!!!i believe in facing the life as it comes!!
I had to spend 12 years in holy child!!so almost more then a decade!!huh???Am i serious???yes i am!!during school life i only new 3 things-BOOKS,TELEVISION &PARENTS!!and nothing else!!well i even scored good in my hslc!!now forget about the percentage!!
next came my HS!!even with a percentage in 80s you need to run from one school to the other!!i got my admissions in KV!!KV was a total yucks for me!!!i came from convent yaar(samjha karo)!!and eew there were guys!!i dint know how to face the guys!!GOD save me(at times its very very necessary to pray)!!and i was just too shocked when i met 3 of my guy classmates...it was a big question mark????are guys really like this??they were just beyond my imagination!!life has changed a lot since i joined KV.BETER OR FOR WORSE I dont know but i LOVE IT!!
will write the rest later...
hope atleast you dont just turn down my first try!!!